I know you don’t care, and don’t even read it here, but just in case, I m still numb.
I still can’t believe what did happen and I still think you would knock the front door very soon. I actually prefer to be numb.
Then everything would be like “you know me! I m like this.” then then kiss and hugs, and the best sex ever,,,
but i also know you never knock the front door again and I know that i was not “The One” for you and I know you are still waiting for a miracle to find her, or find her back. See, It is much more easier to stay numb and even die numb.
PS: I still take care of your kids and i am still getting pregnant wherever I go, and you are still the father of the kids, though I m not their mother.